ØWhen i die.....Ø

i dont know why

2010-12-21T20:23:00.004+08:00

i tell you what,

its all pure emotions

and emotion changes me into somethin unexpected

and i'm learning to accept things unexpectedly

so i'll start with the ending of 2010

i'm not sure why i'm addicted to party.

i'm not sure why i've lost interest in hip hop.(mayb eminem's last album screwed everything up)

i'm not sure i've to break so many bones within a year.

but i'm sure 2010 i getting near.

i'm not sure where we're going this time?

but it's definitely not under the void deck..

so i'll just say fuck you 2010..

i'll leave for good...

say hello jello to 2011

its raining its sunny make up your mind

2010-06-27T10:30:00.003+08:00

sirus the virus__

So we begin again this year with the ultimate dream.

my M.C was so long and is still ongoing till 15july and i can tell you if i blog everyday
it will be the most boring post ever cause all i do everyday is boring
and its a bored life if u cant go anywhere.
interesting lesson fact no.1 : appreciate every little things that i had have has.
for example like pillow, its stupid to talk about pillow in fact, i nvr heard
anyone discussing about thier pillow at home ever, its only smelly bla bla bla
so those who dont have a pillow to sleep, who sleeps on the rock, sand, and own shirt maybe,
im sorry if i got money i'll buy u a pillow.

what the fuck did i just crap about.

anyway i appreciate anything everything that comes into place
like friends familys laptop iphone glasses(heh heh) and fan.
its hot in singapore, and all those above are the daily stuff that i need
not forgeting pillow...

owh fuck did i just crap again.

anyway during my time(assuming this will still be available when i'm 60)
my laptop is grey in colour DELL and very plain looking
hopefully son/daughter(if) urs will be much better like floating screen or sumthin,
or just the size of the thumbdrive,
my fren got busted, now his inside, my bike(gilera) is at his house right now,
and the tire is punctured.

what a way and suay,,to have a day to watever the fuck ever my sister's bird is noisy.
hahah
anyway thier cute so watever.
and btw fyi kids, im on a two month MC or maybe more because i broke my R ankle
while skateboarding, and kids if ur skating now, this wont be reveal im sorry
i dowant to scare u guys....but if ur playing soccer or somethin else
u can read this when ur 21..

haiz..its a long way from now but i'll give u a nickname alright..i'll call u scummy..
btw dad also dislocate his right shoulder while skateboarding,
anyway i'm happy that i'm not skating anymore(what a loser)
i cried and cried and cried...nolah i didnt
sad the whole time, affect my whole idea towards life.
its like i cant do much sports anymore bla bla bla..
there's a metal plate in my leg btw..

i dunnoe wanna take it out or not next time.e.
haizz

okok this is 2010 the day i will never forget and never forgive myself
btw dad's got a crew...its jugend...then kudoz for while...then it became just jocaine..
haizzz...anyway, bla bla bla

kids...i love you

p.s. ur dad..

hahahahahah fucking hell

anyway grind time is awesome,btw my clerk is doing all my work,
so awesome...i cant wait to ORD..uhh i meant ROD
i dunnoe if im going backk bmt..
it is so watever the fuck ever...
i used to hope that by going bmt it'll be fun till i broke my shoulder i screwed up my NS fucking life...my NS life is bored as hell kids...lucky there good frens to entertain..ah lee nas sriram fadz marlim shafie hakim bla bla all the medics laa lazy type..mayb the new medics which i havent seen them...yet on MC laa...anyway u kids take care have a great day...
this is one in a million years i'm blogging it is so watever..

bye

Scummy Syahmi
Jusk Jocaine

mock the demon and truth will vanish

2009-11-27T21:06:00.005+08:00

sirus the virus__

facebook currently is occupying the virtual world while some of us
sees the stock crash into pieces.
everyone wants a financial freedom while some of us
wants others to have what others dont.

i'm always thinking or daydreaming but whatever it is
things always come across my mind and i'm always doing that
almost every single day. my mind is always on the go.
but in a useless way.

so i'ma put it to good use from now on
someone is avoiding me always
mayb i cant see that..
but i always sense that..
may not so true
but i always put extra sugar so that i dont have to climb
the cupboard to take the same pot down again.

i'm always on the wrong side of the world.
nobody is always on my side.
for your info this is not emo
this is facts that i put a camera on myself and see it through the transparent
glass of reality.

emo is some fag pretending to be sad and listening to sad songs and having sad
hair....i cant believe they had a hairstyle for sadness..its totally sadening

anyway i'm always getting into trouble that i'm not involve in.
i've not been scolding or cursing since i stop school.maybe just a lil here and there
maybe its a good thing, i love meeting new smart people and envy them.
not to say my frens are all stupid, all of them are smart actually,..yah they read good books
they do good in life, they drive cars..they got a good job..makin a good living,
making babies before marrige.. yah they are all smart.

but for me, i'm a low self-esteem kinda guy. so as low as i get, i'm a stupid dope myself.
but i'm learning..i'm learning to be smart..
in watever ways so for starters, quit smoking is the best move
but its like trying to save a million dollar by the time ur 65
it can be done but it wont happen cause theres no will in me.
somebody was there before to help
but to no avail i extinguish the will and power in me.
been there done that is the key.
been there done that and fail again is the cycle
so the key to get out of the cycle is to beat yourself and beat your innerself that
there isnt a need to do all this.

i've been cheated alot of time cause i was stupid
but what do u call when u cheated people alot of time, conman?

my life was horrible since the last time i log in and put a wonderful post
i'm just trying to make this blog looks alive by the time i'm 40
i might show it to some of you and hopefully google is not bankrupt by then cause
i believe someone will arive with brilliant idea to overcome google's monopoly internet game.
i think it would be me who might do that but to think again, i need to start somewhere.
give me a clue. give me a link
give me a chance to get out of my own cycle.

then i'll give others a chance to live.

i just bullshit my way to hell good night ladies and gentleman

2009-08-15T04:39:00.000+08:00

this is the day that nvr a day i would dream of and
ofcoz the sun is bright.

if i were to see tru it again..
i'll smile and think whats ahead and the future that holds
and to make sure i'll smile at the future than
to frown at the past after the future.
i came here to say sorry
i relieve ur throat..to that i may try to relive my hope

nothing much just reminicin'

......

2008-07-26T02:39:00.000+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

2008-07-07T01:16:00.004+08:00

hahaha long sialss nvr come here and chit chat with my
fellow self syah..dr syah d-dawg or watevershit mann

u noe wat..i dunnoe wat
i think i havent grown up yet..
but i started to think wisely this few days
nevermind the performance.
its the quality that counts
for example..(mind u i thrash alot)

i wanna go to the toilet,
along the way i saw thrash..
i'd rather throw the thrash first
and doo my pee pee later..

and the other one is i'd rather donate myself
than donating the society
cause society nvr gimme anyshit..

and i believe in karma as always
got shits happen
and it throws it back at me
and u cant avoid it..

people come and go...
but they are always there
i just like to avoid them,...
and i dont like the public...
i dont like the crowd..
i like songs that goes booom boom bomm bass first on the big black speaker
and to update my profile...
i love fmx...

and currently i'm fat...status ugly..
long hair...full of shit...
i got big tummy..i can show it to u..
and i failed my common test..
and i nvr repeat any module and i not planning to repeat any..
so fuck the freeworld...

fuckk 2008....

i'd rather suffer under my own consent
rather than to buffer under my parent's...
i'd love that bitch...

i do still unfortunately playin soccer.. once every 3 months

i dont skate anymore
ehh no...i hold my skateboading...in a mean time
until i get my dirt machine...
and i'd love to go offroad..
this is july..happy birthday elmy..martina and whoever born in july...

and this is an update for the pass few months
i aint gonna rap
i aint gonnaaa trashh
this is real

and i'm 20 this year..hi,,
and fuck off everybody...
i cant go thailand...
and and and..

i got 10 points for driving superbly on road like an f1 driver
4 for crossing double whitey...
6 is for speeding...
so fuck u TP...
hope u got all the curse u need..
ur son or daughter will hav mole on the nipple so it will be disgusting and
u will grow 10cm circumfrence of mole on ur face..
and ur cpf will be use up to nip-tucked it...

take care and fuck the freeworld...

no one's like u..

2007-12-08T03:56:00.000+08:00

da was kinda sick for quite few days..
worried...stress..pity da..
...

we might not share the same fate..or bed..
we might not share the food we ate...
it doesnt really matter wat i've said..
wats goin tru my mind..wats goin tru my head..
for the pass few days i've been in love like for the pass few years..
what bout the days before the pass few days..
its like livin with u for century...and if nostradamus could predict 9/11..
he could've seen us together along the name of the angels dat came down to earth..
love u daa...

I Just Want you Close
Where You Can Stay Forever
You Can Be Sure
That It Will Only Get Better

You And Me Together Through The Days And Nights
I Dont Worry Cause
Everything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is That Everything's Gonna Be Alright
...

tsk

2007-10-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

it's all started as a joke of a century
i thought a mistake start would be a fake but
it supposed to be for the later part
now the things that developed has deepen
my garrd for hell i care or noe ur the sweetest that ever happen
make believe i'm flabbergasted by the things u made
along with the sweetest sugar in the nicest bread
we the people dont bother bout the cheaters liars and the bitches
hoo i almost forget bout the tuna sandwiches
u've suck down and all my will power every single night
with the dial like mudslides and leeches
always the creatures in me i'm sorry alright?
in life we gamble up on the risk things we took
the calls the malls the pics songs and the book
if the roses are still red i'll still date you
find me there..the nicest bloom..it'll lead to you
when it turns black thats when i know ur the love pollen
if the violets are taken i'll make sure bees have to pass me no matter swollen

when i die...

2007-10-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

bla bla bla ur full of vulgar jar
cookies bar haa taste my dick weed from afar
back to bay-sick erase it u gonna face it
ur rhymes whack fag like jack and the beansdick
cockster as u are u cant swim in goldmic
u need ur mom's saggy boobs for-da-float
or i'll pee on ur face so u-will-choke
and dont forget bout my 2 balls up-your-throat
i aint no queer like i'm gonna battle ya
u'll make my day if u get 100 gays votin for ya
someday u gotta make someways and u goota learn
so go make-out with some gay ejaculate some sperm
i'll break ur mouth like i eat beefsteak ur a mistake
fake ur way to the bottom now and find ur pap's sperm in ur cheesecake
crack jokes on ladies if u can and u'll need to explain ta them
crack ur balls if u hav em cause i think its in ur rectum
i'll blow ur brains off with a magnum
lyrically ur a fag n ur papa thought it was ur sister's poem

sweetgirl

2007-09-23T06:31:00.000+08:00

i made her cry today...i'm sorry...
i wont do that again...
i'm so sorry..
i'm really am..
i'll make up for it aiite..?

i dont bother

2007-09-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

hiiii

killin 3 stone...
dead yet not as u feelin me
feelin 3 feelin B..
hop drop the bowl mark on the phone...
well you heard somebody dat u hurt somebody

its always been long..
its too long
the idea always up in my head
to put it down on pen and paper
like killin someone who's dead
for all u know she's someone's not a lover but hater

boring i dunnoe wat to update anyway..
there's nothin to update..
its always been dead
for there's always something but nothing to say
my god life's like japanese bomb
u are not the king..u dun hav the throne
things dont always go the way u wanted
when the keyboard's done..
ur life seems smaller darker and tapered
fine by me..not by u..
fine by us..not by them
like talkin with a fake ass crew
eating with butter nuttela and jam?
hahah
fuck off seriously

bye

i smoke again..
here i die again
till next time..next ssem watever..
loser

I LOVE HARIVINA GUNAWATEVER..HAHAHAH
just jocaine...i'm nvr serious

AND I LOSE MYSELF

2007-06-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

sometimes in life....i just dont give a fuck anymore..
obtuse me..!!

i dont noe what i'm doing..
i keep pushing ppl away.
i feeel i'm a bad person,,
this aint emo shit..
this is wat i felt once a while
that explained my monthly blogging!!
so that explain todays lesson!!
tomoro and coming soon
i juz wanna open a bank account maynn!!!
thats all i need

screw the world!
bye

sooo

2007-06-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

so i was slacking this whole sem!!
i dont blog everyday like duhhh who got the time
most importantly i wanna save alot of money and buy my self a big bently..
k not bently..i wanna buy bike bitch..real man talk about cars by thier bikes..
so fug the lancer...i'm goin to open an account and save up to millions!!!!
how bout that mannn!!
ok one million.....right now i've only had 300 bucks?? or sumthin..phatatic!!
so drop dat..

so millions aside..i'm in deep shit..studyin is always been last minute..
and my english was never been perfect..
if ur thinkin of improving ur english..
dun read tis blog laaaaaaaa
anyway i dun write stories about what i do did or 've done..
mayb sometimes..its not everyday thing so dont expect it to be good..
its always been crap and shit stuff all dat..
ok mayb a lil about todae..
i did a magic trick todae at BK..compass point
i hid a cards inside the drinks empty cup..
so i pretend to shuffle the cards and amir pick the right number
and ask him to find the missing cards..
and i knock the whole deck ontop of the cup which covered..and throw it on the table
and take out the missing card from the cup..
haha basket stupid trick...and choong was like askin me how i do it haha..nolah..
and the ppl around were shocked...even the BK manager..
so dat was the stupidies ttricks and the lamest..
can ask u somethin..why are u reading tis..!

ahaha lamest shit..bye!

2007-03-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

seriously..i suck at this...
and googles is buying almost everything single fucking thing on
the net...like seriously...are they nuts...?????
god damn...if i sell my used underwear on ebay..they'd prolly buy it
now i'm blogging officially for the googs

bluekkkk
todae my homies b'dae...17 march he noe who he is..
i remember not dat i want to..its because...my b'dae is a day after his...

like duuuhhhhhhhhh..
liek who cares bout my b'dae..
i dont have a cake since 1998..
if u plan on buying i'd prolly smash it in ur face..
hahah

k i got to sleep man..and i dont like pizza hut..

downdates

2007-02-04T02:06:00.000+08:00

exams coming...got like 2 papers only...
and its sooo irritatin...
one more weekeys and i'll bummin wit da gang
ahakx
can i tell u sumthin...i dont giv a fuck if ur malay chinese indian or watever the fuck ever
i dont giv a damn about anybody..if u wanna fuck wit me..
come face me..i dont go around postin ur fuckin face on google.com/faggot
if ur ma bestfriend or ma wife..if u fuckin hate me..punch me
take the blix and shoot at me point blank..or else dun fuck wit me..
alrite u think i;m some kinda tony soprano...i'm worst them him i tell u
if u think scarface is the best movie..u havent seen me whippin ur fagly arse
so fuck off and get a fuckin life..

chey fierce uh..
my script prepared for any bitches...

so wassup wit u mother fuggers..slackin..?
there's alot of thing on ma mind..
i dont know wat i;m doin lately..
i've been totally dont-giv-a-fug about anythin and everythin
been listenin to notorious big lately..
dat ma fuggers sure die crack..
havin a beef yaoo..

havin beef wit dat son of bytch
dat gay should hav been shot long time ago..
she;s the lil kim..and his the vanila ice..
if i could throw banana bombs(worms armagedon) at them i sure will

so fug it get a life..
i got new DC(sux) footwear from ma bro..
he couldnt wear it so i claim it..i dont really like dc since god knows when..
the word DC is like donky cock..doodle coodle...dog clog..fug watever man..
DC sux..DC's lucky that i'm wearing the shoe because of ma brother..
if not..i'ma throw it away.. mannnnnn

so bye laze around wit me..

blix out

new year revolution.?resolution.? boncetution

2007-01-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

sirus the virus__

ok! at home on new year...
the last time i was pushing trolley with munesh and chun hwee
around town...i think so..

arhakx ok first thing first..get ma ankle bankle healing
new board please..
quit smoking..??
new rhymes...
expand flobaculary
best wishes and best health for the ones not feeling well
weight problem? ahakx i received complaints alot of them
above all nothing much..
just wanna thanks whoever involve in my "aliveness"
and those responsible for my thinking..
maybe i should do wat earl did..
write down the bad things i've done..
start from the bottom of the list..

hmmm k number 1312378123719313's sin

k mayb not...it take days to note down..
i wanna stop scolding vulgar can i..?
screw dat..
i wanna do alot of things..
including screwing u..

have a great day..have a great new year..
bitch out ma fuggers...

if i've done sin to u i'm sorry peace out..

I thought I told ya, hey eyyy

2006-12-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

Yup, yup, yup

Let me paint this picture for you baby, yup

You spend your nights alone

And he never comes home

And every time you call 'em

All you gets a busy tone

I heard you found out what he's doing to you

What you did to me. ain't that the way it goes?

When you cheated girl, my heart bleeded girl

So it goes without saying "you left me feeling hurt"

Just a classic case, it's a sce-sce-scenario

Tale as old as time, girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody to cure the lonely nights

You wished you had somebody that can come and make it right

Well girl I ain't somebody and not a sympathy seee..see

C programming sucks

2006-11-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

its fated for me to be created
i hope my life would be shaded
mated with some belated lady R rated
lately i've said wat i want to say
i think my life is good and done with juz hatred
faded away with deep wall painted
sadden by the outcome of discriminated
i hope u all just die beat it!

i'm freezing away in the hot sun..
i got dat ben and jerry for 1.50
thanks to the ntuc voucher..haha

super chunk new york watever...

i hate c programming..
i startin to love it but still i hate it..

well tp's like next month...
scared..? hell no..afraid..? hell no..
ok i'm terrified..ok tp's like watever..
the other day went rp..aunties and unclies all over like wtf
my fren tryna find FREE parkin space which we failed to..
all must pay..wat the heck..got myself alot of thing nowadays..
if DHL goin to send me to a cheque..i'm goin shoppin spree..!!!

ok soon or mayb goin back to swiss..my favourite suckling job..!!!
well i'm still skatin like watever the fuck is wrong..
not livin my life to the fullest..

i dunnoe wat to blog todae....!! fug it aiitee..

peace out..

in the mean time....ouuu bring dat sexy back..

remnce

2006-11-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

Im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to dotrying to think of something anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working outcause your all thats on my mindone thought of you is all it takesto leave the rest of the world behind
ohh...

Im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do
trying to think of something anythingjust to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working outcause your all thats on my mindone thought of you is all it takesto leave the rest of the world behindohh...

Im sitting here trying to convince myself
that your not the one for mebut the more I think
the less I believe and then the more
I want you here with meyou know the holidays are coming up
I dont want to spend them alonememories of x-mas time with you
just kill me if Im on my own

and I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didnt mean to get so closeand share what we did
and I didnt mean to fall in lovebut I did
and you didnt mean to love me back

I know its not the smartest thing to dowe just cant seem to get it right
but what I wouldnt give to haveone more chance tonightone more chance tonight

Im sitting her trying to entertain
myself with this old gutairbut with all my inspiration gone
its not getting me very farI look around my room and everything I see
reminds me of you
oh please baby wont you take my hand
we got nothing left to prove

I didnt mean for this to go as far as it didand I didnt mean to get so close
and share what we didand I didnt mean to fall in love but I did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but I know you did

and I didnt mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
and I didnt mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
and I didnt mean to fall in love
but I did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but I know you did.......

sorrie

2006-09-19T02:24:00.000+08:00

u told me at a time i'm d only only one in ur mind
u told me in ur line u were always b fine
when i found out u were tis kind..
i decide to write to u..

DEAR erica u taught me alot of shit
i thought u were true shit until u skip ma heart a bit..
founded erica near the beach as i reminice
its like goin thunder soon form a bliss that i miss

ignorance is blistering
erica i didnt forgot to buy u dat ring!
its not dat time was money aint a thing
slowly we were friends n i didnt get to see ur character

apart came the shadow where u choose the fellow..erica
look tis isnt america where u can hav freedom of speech

i noe i noe my fault..so u still think ur not the stupid bitch

fuck u..fuck the hell out of maself
im so trap inside the god damn cell
how could u erica u strike me like a poison in the well
juz as i turn around u hug and ran..
u kiss dat thug the last time round cried and ask for 2nd chance
erica the beautiful slash painful slash hateful slash she was my dark angle
u suck ma dick and get ma hair entangled

we were in the water together
i tot u were innocent like they say the king's daughter
if only i could hear ur only laughter
u made me cried erica u made someone cried and he was a docta
fuck ya..tis docta had no cure for erica

she's the beast from the outta whu cam to destroy da docta
fuck ya erica fuck ya i wish i could juz kill ya
the sun setting the skies turn red my eyes turn blue
i tell ya the most impt person in ma life was u
as i remince when came the bliss erica we need to move fasta
u were too slow erica i wish i could push u down in the sea in the bliss
so i could attend ur funeral and ask my friend "whats her name"
erica rest in peace...

this are my shits i got

2006-09-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

todae get back my results...my gpa was like 1.98 how pathetic it was...seelah game sumore in class..see wat happen..i didnt expect myself to pass either..was so relieved dat i dun hav to go tru sub paper or any appeals shit..juz now the taxi driver was like doing 120 130..kmperhour on highway...he was like racing...and i was like whoaaaa..cant wait for myself to do 180..,i was sitting in front and imagining myself doin 140 150..haha but dat was like merc taxi..auto dat shit can go fast no kiddin...and today is the day dat i only reliase that that taxi got double meter...normal n numbers....i was from work btw..that shit was cool k enough of dat..
i'm gonna like type2 everyday for real..i'm lovin its so 2 times better than my previous swissotel and 10o times more cooler than ur daily stupid macdonalds french fries job...no kiddin..
all credits to feeq..k its been long i;ve been blogging..k it was like only last month..only..

not special todae..i'm in love with mayonise since highschool..in loving memory of the mayoniseman dat i was so called tryin electrocute the cleaner by puttin mayonise on the switch..u dunnoe wat shit i'm capable of man..i juz love the mayonies and my mom bought mayonies from mecca few months back and i discover it in my fridge few weeks back...its finishing soon few days later....the trick to the switch was puttin mayo on the switch dats all..
close ur classroom lights first..came back from ur recess..put sum on those...and u could juz sit back and watch..ask someone juz came in to switch on the lights or fan...for that..my father had to come down...haha lucky my pap was cool with it..he was like dat shit was tight son...u should put chilli and some curry sauce...and i was like aiite aiitee..hahaha..

it was the lamers thing to do in sec school...that fat monster destroy my happiness man...
i was supposed to be like doing wat ever the fuck i like...k watever..highschools over..
i could do so much in junior highschool...i miss my friends in tampines..one of them was same school as me now..the others was like gone..no kiddin..friends come and go..bitches to and fro..
now i;m left with my deck blood bros jugend few hugz and kisses and i think..its time for me to realise that dont take ur friends for granted juz because he or she;s friendly...u might juz loose another...and i miss dat first lady i used to talk on the fone for hours...dat was like grade 8..i think...i had no keys to my house when i decided to call her...from then on we keep chattin every now and then at night..nvr love nvr stead..pure friends and i realise that when i was growing up...i nvr like really fall in love with her..but like her as fren..k haha but things nvr work out...cause i;m a looserrr...i was a loser..i am a loser...when we separate classes dats when we go diff directions...where whu smarter or watver the ranking is...kk no emotics....

i juz miss those days...ncc was fun witout hockey...i meant a guy name hockey..i was one of the zulu squad..it was a squad of extra toturing and i almost cried when goin home..haha u try crawling on the road..for long distance..see how u feel..k
i juz miss those days..those were the days...one sem is over...i finally writing some real blogging issues...melissa is skatin back...and soon i'm out of jugend...due to results dat i gave...i loose to almost everybody in skategame..i'm loser...looserrr syah is a loserr...dats all folk for todae..

i cried once when i first lost u...i didnt cry the 2nd time round when i realise the bitch in u....

welcome to detroit

2006-08-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP BITCHES..............

how many ppl must u hurt b4 u die..?
how many dick must u swallow b4 ur throaths hurts..?
how many asshole muz u fry.......
bitches muz die....

haha k i;m lame...and so are u...waddup ppl...i was bored ass usual..dats y i bloged my shits...btw the S thing behind my background still moving man...how increadinble...brb...

k i'm back...ok wats next..i got a tendecy of forgeting wat to say....i even forget ur names sumtimes..i easily forget where i put my car keys which i juz put down few seconds ago...
seriioussly this sucks man..i'm like an old man whu's growing older and stupidier..and forgetfull...

btw my knee hurts..this sucks too..i cant RUN.,..I CANT SKATE...FUG.!!!
I CANT DO THINGS THAT PPL DO...K BYE LAZY TO BLOG..

2006-05-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

some call me syah some call me mi some col me pink..some col me rod..some call me sam..
u can call me penny too winkX
whuever u are watever u do...juz dun call me shitfacecockmaster hahax k lame...

the most important shit that i have to face is the awful truth about left n right..big n small..
the days that were numbered, the lives shorten , the heart weaken, ur fallen friends , ur inevitable schoolin days , board days decrease , fears higher , skills demolished , hearts everyone whu was there . bye for now or later or u might never see me again..

SIVAM SKATING..!!!!
HE SMOKESS
HIS BACK..!!!haha

i'm tryin to quit here...

blog out tis shit

with buto,
syah

i wish u were mine

2006-05-15T22:39:00.001+08:00

sirus the virus__

k the last time i wasn't there..u told me to come around and hopin somethin would came out of sumthin..and i swear its the last time...n i swear its the last time...u should juz die like the rest.. u they them..had the same pattern,same style its absurb that i did fall into it, i came back square one squared it off to hit the street back like a bird. U couldnt control my life coz ur juz another bastard..

as i close my eyes..i realize dat the purpose of life is shorten due to people liek u...

i dunnoe man what triggers me to continue to blog tis shit is that i'm afraid i might die next day.
at least u will noe what was goin tru my head b4 i died...if i were to die who would bury me..

oklah enough of my crap i heart skateboarding!!

but its not the only thing in my life coz i got beautiful crazie ass ppl surrounds me..
physically..or menttalllyyy..MSNly or MAILly...myspacely or frensterly..

i dunnoe wats wrong wit me nowadays..but they turn me softer..i dunnoe whu...

hey i love oz too..hearts ozianz

living it up ps. ja rule u sux

2006-03-19T04:15:00.000+08:00

ok its been long since i've in tis gangster shittt...
hahax

welcome back homez

i actually dunnoe wat i'm doin right now..
wats in ma mind right now is goin wit me blood brothers to school..
skateboarding..conquering ma own fears..doin stuff that i nvr tot i could..
and having some1 whu i can talk to..aiiteee

its actually not hard being me..i juz make harder everytime i woke up from bed
i just wanna die hard

2006-02-19T02:52:00.000+08:00

i dunnoe wat type here how do i describe my thoughts n feelings which is sooo....
i'm juz downn that's all i can saee...i dunnoe wat to do in life seriously
yes skateboarding is my life my buddy my wood my bed my shelter my defence but not my food hahax....but its not the only thang in my life n it appears to me that it shows me that i cant conquer my own fear - ppl come and go so i tot my fears too - but it remains here - why do we get hurt when we have or we dun have any friends - i dun understand this shett
i'm not cold-blooded to scold the fuck ouutta u so dun try me ok - i dun need u - so sorrie to sae u will be the last person on earth that i would wanna see - mayb i wud only see the 2nd last n kill myself i rather KILL MYself than to see ur smilee - board's hurting me so are u - i dun really like myself being in this position - watever happens i muz move on witout u ppl i dunnoe wat shit i'm talkin actually btw i wud like to thx those whu resechedule thier time table shit juz to see my blog which is actually useless ok not really - thx to those fuckers whu had been talkin behind my back which i dun really know but suspected and those whu eat chilli will realise it okx
i'm fuckin downnnn if u wanna noe. wat if i didnt get in and all those shits times wasted and wat the fuck hav i been doin - i've been ditchin frens because of that...i've been rejecting request becoz of skateboardin- i've been rejectin skateboardin becoz of studies - i've been rejecting studies because of bitches - i wud like to say sorrie to all my so call friends whu i 've been rejecting request or watever shitt seriously i really dunnoe how to explain how i felt right now but to cry alone. if only someone could juz tell me wat to do , it may seems stupid n i've bean feeling like almost for 17 years 11 months one day....skateboarding kills bitches kill studies kill but u still need food to survive how do u survive when something always kills u - i juz hope all the best to everyone of u whu know's me internally or externally fully or halfly by chance or accidently or purposely hope u guys enjoi ur self and start forgeting me ok? hahax
if i hurt u ppl i'm so sorry mann dayumm....i've nuthin much to sae except for "I LOVE SKATEBOARDING"

dawwwggggg

2006-02-07T03:28:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm hearing all this ravin and rantin.From Vanessa up in here at the New Detroit stampin. You need to get your food and take your ass back to work. Your dreamin if you think them corny ass raps will work. Look at ya'l freezin out here like dumb fucks,
rappin away for food off this ragedy lunch truck. Who want wut??who pumped up?
to get rolled up. I spit venom in every direction, soak some up. Look at this fat ass nigga, sloppy sucker. You an ugly mother fucker your pop should've wore a rubber. Stop rhymin keep your day job Vanessa. Next time leave that bull shit home on the dresser. Speaking of dresses take a look at Paul the fruitcake. When you travel you probly pack panties in your suitcase. Made out of lace from Victoria's secret. If 10 men came in a cup youd probly drink it.

Ok folks enough with the gay jokes especially from a gay broke bitch yourself,
hey lo this guys a doo doo. u've worked here longer then me and I get paid more then you do. Dawg, take a seat. Wut's this guy standing in line for? He ain't got money to eat. Check this out yo yo. This guy cashed his whole pay check and bought 1 ho ho. Fucking homo little maggot. You can't hack it. Paul's gay ...your a faggot. At least he admits it. Don't even risk it. This guys starvin to death someone get him a biscuit!
I dont know wut they told you Mike ... you must had them comrolls rolled too tight. This job you wanna quit but you cant. Youve worked at this plant so long ... your a plant. Look at your god dam boots for christ sakes they're starting to grow roots. On this mic you get faded. You look like a pissed off rapper who never made it. Hey why you fucking with gay guy G? when really your the one whos got the HIV. Man I'm done with this clown its off. Fuck it ... I’ll let home girl finish you off.

kylie

2006-01-28T05:21:00.000+08:00

kylie minogue( is dat corr spellin?) hahax
whu cares...she was performin and i get paid to see her - wooooo - so seductive

but too bad not a fan of hers
hmm so sexily stopin me from workin

hahax..

ok it was a australian dinner at my workplace -
dayum - all was so tight dawwggg..!!

hmm wat a tiring smile on my face
lolx

k next

i wanna sk8 later

peace outx
flip outtx

muck u fucks

2006-01-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

ok - what the fucks with that -
dun think i dun wanna remember -
its not that i dowan to is dat i have to
coz life's a bitch ain't it
that fuckin punkd see if i dun fuck him up
gimme one one on one and i'll chuck him down
ppl do took the fuck outta me for granted
u muther fuck around me one more time
ur life will be wasted
u fuckin junk and its not a crime
whatever happen dun blame me
blame the industryu come around dat bitch
the next time u'll get ur head stiched
well get a life asshole
b4 i make u loose one -
fuck out-
ok i juz woke up its like 3 plusand jugend were like"rod wake up" , "lets go sk8"hahax
ok but now still bloggin and kickin
i'm hungry - if i were to fail my o'lvl
technically u noe where i'll be -
mentally i won't go back to dat fuckin school
which destroyeed half my life and make me depressed
ur still a neighbourhood shit it wont make a difference if
ppl like me is around ok watever not to much or they will sue me
hahax man my ass hurt..i was totally wear off -
i hate the houseman - if i see him outside his dead
dayum
ok i wanna bath now-gotogosk8
haaxpeace outxflip outx
jugend meetin- hiakx

skateboarding rule no.1 - nvr give up

2006-01-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

it was not becoming a pro that drives me in skateboardin'
it was passion in skateboardin dat will drive me to become a pro
dun do skateboardin to become a pro juz to show..
juz look back on the ppl dat hav taught u sumthin
it doesnt matter backside 1 eight-ty or tre-flips to nose grindin
as long as it's about skateboardin.....
so dats bout it..flip outx

so kinda weird when ppl just took the shit outta me..!!!!! *scream* muther farker
i laid my self to sleep tonight..!!!!

baby missing

2006-01-10T02:57:00.000+08:00

my 7.625 baby was not there - fuck it up the club..

dayumm...then when can i get - shit...

anyway wishing all muslim fella selamat hari raye aidiladha(luper spellin ah)
hahax
pape ah..

nabei..where can i find her man,..
soon be mine..wit her grip tape on..the smooth curve on her body
the pop sound on her booty - she's tigh dawg..!! hahax

she's sooo plain...
i want her -
hahahx

mecca

2006-01-09T05:00:00.000+08:00

More than 60 were injured as the hostel for pilgrims collapsed on Thursday.
Rescue operations ended late on Friday after teams worked through Thursday night searching for anyone trapped.
More than three million Muslims are in Mecca for the Hajj pilgrimage and people were praying in nearby streets when the building collapse occurred.
The building - on al-Ghazal Street - is only 60m from the walls of Mecca's Great Mosque - and was used by foreign pilgrims.
The Saudi interior ministry said that as many as 40 bodies remained unidentified.
Jordanians, Tunisians and at least seven Algerians living in France were among those killed, and there were reports that several Yemenis also died.
'Like an earthquake'
Survivors described the chaos as the building, which was at least four floors high, began to crumble.

The hostel that collapsed was said to be used by poor pilgrims"I heard one big noise," Tayeb Mizasha, 70, told the AFP news agency.
"At first I thought it was an earthquake. I do not know where my wife is," said the Algerian pilgrim.
Egyptian Rajab al-Sayed, 46, told how his party were engulfed as the hostel tumbled down.
"We were walking back from noon prayers and suddenly debris started falling down on us.
"We ran for our lives and two of my friends were taken down by the crowd."
Prayers
The hotel is surrounded by markets but many pilgrims were away praying at the time of the collapse. Many of the casualties were passers-by and local traders.
Eyewitnesses say they heard a huge cracking sound before the four-storey building toppled onto worshippers streaming out of the eastern gates of the mosque.
Reports said an unnamed official had suggested the foundations of the hotel had been cracked and weak. A regional civil defence director backed up this theory.
But the hotel's operator insisted that the structure was 25 years old and safe.
Mecca, Islam's holiest city, has been marred by tragic incidents during previous Hajj pilgrimages.
Deadly stampedes are relatively common. They killed 251 people in 2004 and 1,426 in 1990.

truly lonely

2006-01-04T04:50:00.000+08:00

i'm a lonely boy..
i'll tell a tale for u..
cause i'm juz tryin make...
all my dreams come true...
staring at the cracks in the wall..
cause i'm waitin for it to come to an end..
constantly pushing the world i noe aside.
i dun even feel the pain..
i don't want to try
i can remember. the very firsy time i cried
how i wiped my eyes.
and buried the pain inside..

travel safely....mom..dad...

unreleased

2006-01-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

and i thought so that hip hop will nvr die -
ps: emo punk too hehex

i write wat i wrote...

brought to u by Fallen

2006-01-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

the sk8 tours continues as i noseslide down the planks - mcm real jer

left

2005-12-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

I woke up from 7 n waited till 11
Juz 2 Figure out that no 1 would come
I think I got a lot of fren
but I dun hear from them
what another night all alone
When u spending everyday on ur own....

NIKEsb Classic

2005-12-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

should i use tis to sk8 - or use tis to jalan2 - or i should'nt buy tis
hahax..
confuse
dayumm

mayb the p.rod signat mod will do aiite..?

juz bloggin..

peace outx..

dun forget to express ur muther fuckin thoughts on the tag board..
ok take away the violence...

this may be the closest thing that you'll receive an apology

2005-12-18T02:25:00.000+08:00

re-emo

mann..gonna miss them -
ok what's next happy b'dae man to arwinder...finally 17 hahax..
damn hav fun...okx.. wat's next..tired..

i dunnoe - wat - to sae..
i wanna like you -

they sae when itx ez to get ho itx ez to let - go..

and i thought the world is square

hey why nvr miss call..hahax kinda miss u peeps

its december fever - punk not dead yea...so is hip hop
techno's for gay
technically i'm chinese

i dun understand man - is india near china..?

then i must be havin gre8 granpa stayin in btween the borders
watever -

peace outx
tired re-emo

click*

2005-12-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

whoa..when i'm gone...dun miss me
dun miss syahmi
no use be good be gone..
come here baby n kiss me...

man..can i take ur god damn muther toott order...
itz cool..itz cheeszy dawg...

i wanna new skateboard...
get my self sum bling
hook sum shits up
i dunnoe man..

dat futsala was gre8 dude..
check out tis video man..
peace out

sorrie for da delay..i'm kinda lazy to update
sorrie if u get debarred..didnt meant not to call u...

sorrie for those bastard whom i point middle fingers at blindly..
hahax nolah..feel sooo.......

free..

peace outx guys
JUGEND SK8 TEAM
NIKEsb
Puma
Vans

flip outx

click*

when i'm gone..

2005-11-13T02:37:00.000+08:00

when i diee.....
......And when I'm gone, just carry on....don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...

click*
click*

haiizz

2005-11-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

the most boring rayer i had ever encounter...nvr look foward to it..
no one understand around here...tot i was enjoing my self...yah i was "enjoing" myself...haiiizzzz..

arhhh...pissed off peace outx...

...

2005-11-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me to the place where i find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything
And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now
'cause you're all i want
You are all i need
You are everything, everything

u hit me , we hit u

2005-10-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

hahax..todae morning went to mickey's crib..
coolx..watch sum funny shits..fuckin funny duude..
hahax..

so didnt get enough sleep. till after noon went to meet my bro..sicked
for while then tot of goin to whitesand to meet fat joe..eh i mean amir... then he kena bastard..so late then dowan to come.so ask him come down my hood..boredom takes over, till we went on our own ways to our own house...okx i noe boring right hahax..

on my way..saw jugend..sk8 for while..lolx...then went home
then..n then.......n then.......n theeeennnnnnnn....

i noe i sleep around 8 plus woke up around now...micky goin cycling soon or wat..damn...i wish my bike still there..arrrhhhh
nvm...lata hhax..now i wanna chill n drink sum kopi..hehex

chin chaoz..seeya around...hmm my tagboard's dead..
mayb i should remove it..hahax.. it was so heavy to move the mouse to edit the back ground of my blog..i hate it actually..

hahax..

peace out no h8..

waitt.... see tis..

ahakx..

click*

certified gangsta

2005-10-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

okx.
i got sum issues..
i dunnoe wat it is hahax..
tryin to livin it up..livin in da free world..
i have to rise wit the fallen..
taste the bitterness..climb over fence.
slit ur mom's throat.
nobody noes how violent i can be..
u...u'll noe sumday..its bored in here..
todae went skatin..yeaaaahhhhhhh...
fuck it..lost tis...lost that..dunnoe whens comin back..?
mayb i should push maself futher yah..
can't grind..can't do tis...can't do dat...fuck it
it's frustratin.skate sengkang..hahax..there tis dog n its owner sittin on the chair
blockin our way....burn mutha fucka burn...hahax..power la u ppl..
kwang³...jugend in da house yah...finally gotta sk8 after long injury due to unforseen circumstances.
lolx..i'll be back afta O's...like old days...
mugging..dunnoe can make it..lost confident lost faith..no motivations..no aims no goals..
wats up wit ppl nowadays..haix..bitchin..hahax dats cool..backstab..kill...slit troat..
i dunnoe wat i'm sayin..juz blog shit..okx peace out
seeya another time... JUGEND...

Raw dawg, get your arm gnawed off
Drop the sawed off and beat you wit the piece it was sawed off of
Fuck blood, I wanna see some lungs coughed up
Get shot up in the hot tub til the bubbles pop up
and they nose and cough snot up, mucus in hot water
Dats for tryin to talk like The Chronic was lost product
dats for even THINKIN of havin them thoughts thought up!
You better show some respect whenever the Doc's brought up!!
So what's the difference between us?
We can start at the penis
Or we can scream, "I Just Don't Give a Fuck, " and see who means it!

how i wish......

2005-10-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

todae nuthin much..yesterdae i mean..i've been bloggin in da am.s lately..
got maself sum weed..lolx..oklah start from dat day...went geylang...walk2 wash2 eye..
nolah...nuthin much ah there...is juz dat i've not step into dat territory since dunnoe when 3 4 years back..kinda fun when u go wit ur brotha...sum buy couple of clothes..nuthin much..

everyday me also nuthin much..haix..
so i was havin a thought..why she wanna bother..like i care whether she care...
pretendin to care or wat..there's nuthin left to sae anymore..
i dowan to think of it...it juz make me SICK..!!! u heard me..

i wish i could just express it to some1 how i felt right now..yesterdae or mayb tomoro...
i dunnoe u..i dunnoe me...lolx...sounds familiar...really.. feelin bad everydae...trust me i cried every night....lolx nolah..crazy...no more tears no more fears...i dun need u..u dun need me..
u think i got miss u..? ok...its a no ok.. it doesnt really matter whether u got miss me or not..
coz i dun giv a shit....arrhh its gettin hot in here..so take off ur clothes...hahax..

ok cool me cool me...gimme sum air everybody...i'm sick n tired to think bout it... overreacting..?
i dunnoe...

todae..i mean yesterdae i woke up at 4 pm..omg....i waste my dae sleepin..its absurd dat ppl hang on my every word...i break my fast around 7 like dat...eat a bit...not so hungry though...
then went to the 8 steps hg pt..where i sk8...now where i study..hahax...thats use to be my 2nd home...those were da days..where koston and chad muska hang outs wit me..ahakx..klah enough of craps.. so change place to inside mac...everyday saw few hot babes inside..wat are they doin there...they noe i was comin right..? lolx.. hahax..then i left go port..take sum weezle in port chillin...so bored...kinda get my mind off it almost fully.... then... i was like ehh... kring2.... omg omg she called me..!!! wohoo..she wasted about 7 minutes of my life talkin...bla bla..
why..??
why bother...?
dun pretend dat u wanna care...it juz really make me fucking SICK to my stomach..
everytime i think of u..i puke....

thinkin of sittin down n write u a lil letter..i think a song prolly a lil betta then da letter..so u juz shreder..yeeda..dunnoe wat da...hah hah..

if not true then be it...the facts still remains...

peace out
lata days...

no h8..
juz bloggin...

chill

2005-10-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

dun look back in anger....

u heard me say..?
follow ur heart people..dat's wat ya sae..
coz i chose dat way..
and i think everything's gonna be ok..

i'm livin it up..
two times tricked its all so rubbed..
heart throb like u fart so hard.
long time been doin tis beef
no one's there alive can make my teeth greeth
so hard i'ma break ur skull into half..
suck ur brains out and serve as mocha
baby drop for pakour its all fuck off.
so dumb and cool till u drop dead
left wit lumps and bloody pool..
so sorrie...

killin me off is not simple
tryin to knife me is tough n impossible..
its inadmissable. the trick is u dun hav wat
it takes to beat me..btw i like chicks wit thick hips..
hahax..rap so easily on sweetmc..now i'm take my munch2
n watch whose line izzit anyway..

peace of mafuchax
no h8..
its my rap game..

violents in me..ur learned from it..

2005-10-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

hey...i'm kinda feeeling tired...hahax..

wats luv....its about trust...or izzit lust..
watch it..

joe crack..

eh wat ya doin u guys..my o's cummin...any tips an1..please..i need help..
hhahax..todae nuthin much ya...sleep late sure tired by now...
i dunnoe wat i'm doin.i cant wait for this shit to finish at the same time i don't want it to happy so quickly, kast minit won't do, god please help, only u will.i noe...

hopeless...hopeness..hope...
arrhhh
dunnoe lahh...
i wanna log offf
thx for reading

i'm kinda weak right now...
take care

peace no h8
juz bloggin...
tis web is only suitable for people below 26
if ur above...ur a fag.....dun sue me..coz ur a faggot...

p.s.
i have the rights to remain violent.anything i say or do will be use against u.

feelin...

2005-10-09T03:19:00.000+08:00

ending was always bad..

u look tru my ma fucking shit...

time flies n shit changes..

y u still wanna read..yah u noe whu u are..

fuck off la..i need peace...

deleted everything...

i put my heart n soul,,
u put ur head n fold..

b4 i listen to techno u betta shuddup...
i dunnoe i dunnoe...

u dunnoe wat the fuck i've been tru..
hope to tell everything out..
u see.. there's nuthin to sae no more..
my arms loose..u take few secs to forget..
juz dat one night..
everything change..
ok

reality's harsh...i can accept it...
i failed to control myself..
it juz come from within..
lucky for u,,,
lucky there's sue..
ahakx..

peace

okx.......

if there's any bitches in tis room..there's sumthin i gotta sae.
for all those fools whu fall for the first gal whu come's thier way..
i've been down n now i rolling up..sitting on square one...
try to pick my self up...where i started from...

p.s.
i've nvr hated anyone like i hate u.....

stronger/?

2005-10-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

it may seem look simple to u but its not..u will nvr noe how it feels..
realised dat all of u are the same...
i cant continue studyin like tis..
it affect me deeply..
u took the easy way out...u nvr learn ut lesson..
i really dun understand..i dun ok...
to hate or to love...u played me..
u used me..u hurt me...i may act like tis but deep inside..its unexplained..
u can get ut mind of it so easy-ly...depressing is one word
and there's hundred n one to describe how i felt right now
for those whu r reading my blog..i'm sorrie for not updating it
i still feels it...u dun...u r being indifferent for watever i've said..
dun noe y i'm like tis

remember when i promised after the dnt is done
everything's gonna be alright
nuthin's gonna be alright and nuthin's gonna change
to wait or to hold back or to forget..i'm confused...lonely..
disturbed by tis..u didnt really tell me why...ur totally indifferent..
juz another lame excuse..so fast..
so strong dat i cant get tru...after tis dat..after dat tis..
and its going back and forth..i'm really going crazy..
feeling killing my self..can i..?
for wat..for dat bitch whom used to be very positve..
are u finding alternative solutions to get ur way out..?

i really dun understand n i dun get it... tis is the most stupidest bloggin i've done
everything's down in my heart..i still hate u...
is life's like dat...can there be any worst..?
i really do hate u..i wanna forget bout the 5 days shit
2 years shit...picture shit..5 month shit..up and down shit
and all of ur shit...its not like u care...u dun even care
u did it to me few times..if ur like dat...then nuhtin's gonna change..
u will still be like dat...u'll nvr get wat u want if ur like dat..
turn over new leaf...turn over new shit...
y cant u juz understand...u cannot accept dat ur B~
anythin bad bout u...u cannot accept...but ur acting it dat way..
i've to go tru tis b4 O'''..?wat the heck...the months was better fufill wit my
skateboarding u noe dat..seriously after wat happen,,,ur raelly indifferent
go check dictionary la if u dunnoe wats indifferent...

everything's gonna be alright...juz me myself and her(my sk8board)
i wanna finish tis off wit a ollie down 8 mayb..
or fs flip down 6..hahax

sumbody gotta make me happy..only my deck will
no matter how hard i smack her...
i can still do kick flip wit my eyes close....
there's always consequence for wat ever i do...
mayb tis is it...last straw thats all dats it
there aint gonna be another fucking politics..
u feelin good over there...i noe...there's nuthin bad u will feel bout..
honesty is not a factor..how long can u go on witout it..?
are u selfish...?? u juz wanna make ur self feel better..right
everything's for urself right
all u have is for ur self right..

takpe...sabar jer lah yang ader dis sebelah serawak...
sabar adalah separuh dari malaysia..ehh
dari iman...bulan puase nie..
its good...okx...as time flies..when i can breath properly...
then i will do all the things dat i wanted...hope u juz stay happy dgn dier...

yang benar,
ur's truly,
manikam ,
puchitao,

muhammad syahmi

ah gal..

2005-09-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

happy b'dae syg....
muax...

if u recall...

2005-09-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

the more ruder u got to me the more beautiful u got to me
the time is closer to death and date line..
wat i've done to ct
its all mistaken trully i'm not fine
i'm all awaken to the vine shit
its been long since i wanna do this beat..
time constraint and its always sporadic
how i wanna achieve things when time flies
muz be kickin ma ass n be versatile..
like all pimps feel gals
livin in this fucking freeworld
thinkin of all trouble..
u betta pay the fee b4 i punch ur front teeth
i got back 3 from the one to the 3..

peace

EMIN3M to release new album "The Funeral" in late 2005!

2005-08-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

Rap artist Eminem (Shady/Aftermath) has begun preliminary development on a new double disc album to be released late 2005. The double disc album entitled "The Funeral" will feature tracks from all of Eminem’s personas including Slim Shady and Marshall Mathers.]

The album will also include 4 new songs titled "The Funeral - featuring Bizarre", "The Funeral - featuring Dr. Dre", "The Funeral - featuring Obie Trice" and a brand new Dr Dre produced track "Where I’m Standing (In the Game)". The album will "put to rest" all three of Eminem’s personas and supposedly clear the way for a new Eminem.

The album will be divided into 3 sections each divided by one "The Funeral" track. Bizarre will rap about the Slim Shady persona, Dr. Dre will rap about the Marshall Mathers persona, and Obie Trice will rap about the Eminem persona. The last track of the album will be "Where I’m Standing" with a new "reborn" Eminem rapping over the beat. More news and updates on "The Funeral" to come.

cele bread

2005-08-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

hey u can kiiss ma

hey hey...
whats upp...

todae was aiite...nuthin much. i got maself few cute badggge from u..
miss u so muuchh....
okok i dunnoe...its been long since i've been writin shit...

ok the economic growth is dunnoe wat 3 to 5 % or sumthiin..
err politics economics soSIAL...said mr lee...
the growth was all contributed by main leading music industry hip hop..
shady records have been producing billions of dollars and the gov is not very aprriciative(??)
bout it...so the marijuana was supppose to be legalize by 9th of august...on the 11th of august...
i'm not free..hahax so ladies dun col me(whu wan to col me sia) hahax...

u still continue to read and u will go mad within 1 week...
i write craps and crabs....but u still read..
i dunnoe y i've been doin this blog shit..
maybe juz to express ur thoughts to all f***ed bitch
u here me say, u saw me go,but u'll nvr see me with a hoe
to much pride to take care of, killin even frens and foes..
make ur move jack..dun get stab in the back..!!!

peace no wave..
miss u honey..!!
thinkin of u.....

welcome to detroit

2005-08-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

got maself an anger management tour 2002 ya'll.....
peace...

thx to ma honey...
ur d sweetest....here's a kiss from me to u...

muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya'll peaaceeee

Sucks cess

2005-07-31T02:36:00.000+08:00

hmm...so sleepy doin exams...O's comin..?? selfishness leading lives away from animosity..

eh wat tokin me...haiz...scary..scared afraid..terrified petrified..
watever sike....!!!

hmm..hv been missing u lately...so my bro got a new hook whu is also my pen pal..hahax...gd luck yeah...both of ya,,,i'm gettin sick and tired of the prison..hoping to have a revolution soon...

need supporters...based on his fat stomach...there's no way its goin to burst,,,so my only option..is..leave this muther f***** prison... and i had no option...failure is not an option...Suckcess is my only way out...once o leave i wont come back..not for the sick of the fat bastard whu destroy my years of happiness in the prison,,
please...die of heart disease or sumthin...ur juz too fat...
there is no way that i'm goin to write things that is goin to oppose an1...but once i rap.. sue me...arse hole......bleed till u shit bleed....

hit me niggaz...i got 99 problems with the school..underground rule breakers...escape the prison and u'll be freed for life..

freedom for mankind 22 november 2005....peace

honeyz...

2005-07-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

hope to see u happy..everytimee....all the timee....
muaxx....!!!!

special person

2005-07-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

i was awaken everyday by the ass...eh!! i mean the ess..
wat ah great mind..! hmm so sleepy everyday...dunnoe why..
time to start to sleep early aite..
its been long i noe...sorrie for those who had come n go
witout satisfaction
lup her so much..nuthin to hide about..
lord can u hear me speaks...
the big thing is coming and i'm not doin anythin..omg!!!!!

there are certain issues that i would like to address..
firstly...i hate ur mom..hahax..nah juz kiddin..
i dunnoe la..wat the heck am i doin here wastin precious
seconds when there are many things undone..
hmm...i dun wanna lose u honey....
thx for everything that u've done for me..
i may not be the most special person to the world..
when it spin when it swirl..eehh..hahax.
jiwang nie...gd luck for ur mt oral....try ur best...hmmm
pls stand by me...hehhex..
its really been long since i blog tis shit..hope u understand
i'm a very bz man u naw....

wat if i cant make it..?
wat if on that very day i'm sick.?
wat if i got a memory loss?
wat if i forgot the exams date..?nah wont one..
wat if i broke my right hand days b4 O..?
wat if....wat if....

wat if u stop reading this and open ur book and study..
okx peace...

u gimme the fight will and the right turn..
i'll giv u a tight feel..and be wit u 24/7....
i can operate better than 7/11
i'll kill anyone whu hurts u and let it burn...
take care...

original evil genius..

Remember to keep urself alive there's nothing more important than that.

2005-07-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Tell me do you see that old lady aint it sad
Living out a bag, plus she's glad for the little things she has
And over there there's a lady, crack got her crazy
Guess she's given birth to a baby
I don't trip and let it fade me, from outta the frying pan
We're jumping to another form of slavery
Even now I keep discouraged
Wonder if they take it all back while I still keep the courage
I refuse to be a role model
I take hoes, keep control, drink out my own bottle
I make mistakes, I learn from everyone
And when its said and done
I bet this Brotha be a better one
If I'm upset, you don't stress
Never forget, that God hasn't finished with me yet
I feel his hand on my brain
When I write rhymes, I go blind, and let the lord do his thang
But I'm in less holy
Cuz I choose to puff a blunt and drink a beer with my homies
Before we find world peace
We gotta find peace in that war on the streets
My ghetto gospel

Quiz..?

2005-06-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

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hey try..me bored huh

rough ride

2005-06-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

Aftermath

2005-05-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

All I need is juz a lil bit
I dunnoe why sum col them cutie kidz
u looked like u wanna get a lick
whatever it is I dun giv a shit

todae I shit In school...!!!!!!!
muahahah...proud of it
damnn feel shiok when everythin
came out...
cannot tahan ah...haha...hmm
then as usual the intenshits thing
makin me sick...I was bored n the big day is comin
I’m not prepared...
wat to do...I dun think she's prepared...
I hope she can do here best
gd lucks...muax muax...
hmm...magic wok..nice...hahaz
thx honey.....

byez peace...

sorrie

2005-05-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

things go well todae untill lately...
around tis time...i dunnoe...

i really dunnoe....tell me pls...
sorry if i reply u late
sorry if i didn ans ur call
sorry if i use my sickness as an excuse..
sorry if i scold u
sorry if i scold u for nuthin
sorry if i dun treat u well
sorry if i dun make u feel good
sorry if i am not clean..
sorry if i didnt wore ma jogging shoe(which i dun hav one)
sorry if u are mad at me
sorry if i failed to make u happy
sorry if i'm asshole
sorry if i miss anything
i'm juz so sorry okz...
muax

hope to see u happy always...
py always...peace...

ct

2005-05-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

todae i felt bad...
i came outta house feelin so happy..knowin where i wanted to go..
but i went home feelin sick n tired n also sad... i treat her so bad...
yet she shows me luv..i didnt noe wat to do..but melt gilerr....!!! hehex...
i noe i didnt treat her like i used too.. dats y i'm so really sorrie...
and i hope i can be strong enough to support ma self to take care of her...
i dint mean to trouble her so much....i hope u can bear wit it for the time being
and juz to let u noe dat u havent lose me...aittee gal....
i cant be wit u 24/7 physically..but i can still be wit u spiritually and emotionally...

sometimes i can't show how thankfull i am to u.....whenever u did sumthin special
to me coz every small lil things dat u do realy touch ma heart...i can't even explain
it in notes..like i sae....one day u'll noe okz... when the times right...

so exams juz round the corner.....few months is like few minutes......
so yang treasure every seconds....
i feel like slappin ma self....* arhhh ouch...*
for being a fool...i shouldnt hav show things dat i'm not supposed to show...
mayb i didnt noe....i'm so sorrieee...okz....muax////

hmmzz...haizz.z..i dunnoeee.....

the most things is the least
i need ur hug n kisses
hope the rats eat all ur cheese
hope all the bad things be in peace...

tooo tired laa

2005-05-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

my say....
i was born wit no fear...
i came to the world full of tears
realizing dat i was not alone
i recline on ma bed while tokin on the fone
saddened by the outcome of the battle
i scared that i'm juz buildin' sandcastle
but i noe its juz my brain playin wit sum puzzle
feelin my heart , i wanna sae sorry to all the people....
i failed....

u are damn right nobody ever mess wit me
this is doc syahmi rappin bout ma controvesy
the other day i shit n sick n big said damn
i'm gonna kill n then there'll be a post mortem
why is there racist while i'm tryin to be multi racial pls think!!
there's sure sumthin to do wit the muther ****in' 'CHINK'
sumtimes i feel that i'm an interloper in ma own family
syah feels kinda sucker when he doesnt hav any responsibilty
me tryin to reminisce about the things dat we do
the more it goes the more i will syg u...
ok dat bitch tok like a cock cocka a doodle
i've enought of the cock n bull story people!!!
yanngg our R is like a conjugal
i'm sorriee...i cant think of anyhtin coz i'm too sick to do tis..
am i really sick or did i juz play truant
yangg...i was bad aiitee....and my stomach was flatulent...ahuh
i'm afraid dat one day i'll have to look at the history of our chat
which i dowan too..sumtimes i feel dat i'm a flibbertigibbet
this wordy loads too long for u to see...
so i'll send a sample for ma honey personally...
ouh my god...i'm wrttin tis n i'm so sleepy..
sorriee....its juz dat i remember the date eleven
i miss u soo much that i wanna be wit u twenty-four seeven....

when i was sleepin juz now...i really feel got sumthin...
hope u can understan...i feel so relax...comfort...
feel like sleepin there the whole day....
i wanted to say that i sayang u so much that
its much more than ur hair.......goo count..em...ehhex kiddin...
hmmm sorrie la guys...i tired n sick when i write this shit...okz
malas nyee....byez....
muax

p.s for those whu believe in themselves....

i got tis far i dun wanna lose ya

2005-05-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

i crouch and and cry half way the other day
i was touch by ur say and hope the same thing
u may not feel it from me..but i feel it from u..
one day i will show u dat i can be shining
u noe how i shine..as it takes time as we grew
i really do got syg u
i'll do my best to protect u
i'll be there when u need me to
my boo..i'll be faithfull to u..
wat u said touch me true
wat i wrote came from my heart
wat i hope we'll nvr be apart
mayb i cant show it to u vocally
i juz hope dat u dun sakit hati
when the time is right u will feel it emotionally
as i end my sayin after this shit load
u will see part of my sayin in this written note...
syg...
minct...
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24/7

2005-05-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

how long i'll wait depends on.....how much i

U.........

i'm happy :( yeah...i try to be....

2005-05-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

livin in da hood in da freeworld.....

who woulda even knew that who woulda even thought possibly
Cupid could shoot another one of them God damn darts at me
It's true that I got shot in the heart
But when someone seems too good to be true,they usually are
But see, when you're in it it's too hard to see
Till you pull up and see some other dude hurt me pretty shit
Up under the seat as your heart starts to beat
Before you make a decision that's life altering
And just as you halt and you turn and you start to leave
You hear them words echoing, almost haunting, that taunting ring..

obs introduced us , ct tis is mi, mi tis ct
Then slid off and left her to kick it with me
I complemented her , I said ur malay is very fluent
wit my imagination I could see dat we'll be tokin malay the whole island
we played the fone game, weeks later shit change fast..
big said damn...my tone aint good...touch ur chest
I hope dat my heart is still there....
I can feel the freeworld station being rid off the nation

You should know between us we was like mates to soul
Nothing could intervene us, especially no hoes
You was more or so the chalant type, I chose
To more shows, haunted you nights I suppose
That's how it go, with time spent, emotion grows
In the beginning, friends we decided to roll
So who's responsible when you get excited, explode
And syah's grinning, then you invite that syah's cold
But bitches the gon' talk, niggas they gon' hate
We established this way before we became mates
So whats required is that you chill with all that fire
Get your desire when I retire
We started off closer than close
But who coulda predicted to know, your triflin' ways woulda stopped our growth
And the final result, back in that same boat
I ask myself, do I love u....Oouhhh MY GODD
YESS...!!!!
I'm sorriee.................for everything........

haiizz....I cant write no more...I’m shit..fuck me
I'm the way I used to be..am i....?
y things always turns out the way u dun want it to be.....
mayb its him... maybe its not...
i wanna spend some time wit u.... but i think u need sum time to think bout it...
i hope will hav a fun time ahead... while i die here being hate...
peace no shet...coz everything happens for a reason....
mayb tis will be my last blog shit..
or i'll con...

byez

Aftermath

2005-05-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

money .. power .. respect

when I say I wanna kill the bitch I really didn't mean dat shit
but now I'm freaked out n sum1 make me wanna do it..
am I too exaggerated or I'm juz being fooled by those bastard..?
u noe I'm the boss but niggaz I'm not being respected
what ya wanna do...smack em' kill em'
slit their throats like em did to kim..
I’m glad dat ur in good terms wit him..
but dat doesn't mean dat I'm happy wit the 'thing...'

i'm shot tru the heart wit the muther fuckin dart
wit hole as big as the dart only can be cured by ma sweetheart
honey I dun wan u to scold , not to be vulgarer..leave dat to me
u see my name Is not just syahmi
dun believe me u can come down to ma office n ask all ma homies
honey I wanna take u for a ride on ma banshee so col me if ur free
u noe wat makes me not so happy about sum bitch whu's stary
they're juz hopeless people wit hairy pussy whu looks like fat jelly
I wish we're juz frens but now ur enemy wit a z
u dun find trouble wit ma honey or u'll get kicked in d ass by ma homies

I dun rap like phat farms n I dun have the likes of orlando's charm
by the way u'll always in between my arms
ma rhymes are new..my thug 2 is like fuck
whenever I hug or kiss u...ma plus sign goes up..hehex
u fat bastard u think u can 'lean back' wit ur D cup
my B black bently will kill u like me killin D- block in the 21st century
the butch whu turns bitch in few weeks likes sum1 whu looks like jim carey hahaz..
btw hav u ever seen jim carey raps like ur mommy..ahuh
I came down n their looking up n said they were being looked..wtf..?
scared to death they shook , there's no such thing as half way crook
u noe I'm hooked...dun try to fish hooked fish ball which has been cope
get lost fook..i aint got time for all this chapbook..

man I got no rhyme book so I juz choke....chokeddd...syah is choking
syang dear.....syg.......everything happens for a reason...
be strong and u will always be...
dun giv a fuck wat ppl think n do...
they wanna fuck u up....
over ma dead body.....
peace.....
stay happy..........till next time @ mc313

tcinm*

2005-05-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

while i was doing ma dnt i was thinkin of u
i didnt realize how much we've grew
did any bitches try to destroy our lives into pieces
i think I'll take the kitchen knife n juz slit their throats
blood bro no more..left wit bitches' blood throats n leeches
sucking all those creatures..eatin tuna sandwiches
while watch those witches bleed to death in peaces

all I noe I do tis all for u, maybe I noe u dun get it
I feel dat the longer it takes the more the water is heated
I noe I feel it the more he sms u the more our R.ship is at threat
the ass was kicked , I feel the meat I hope u can read every alphabet

syah thinks of his rhymes so simple
I can make it look like ur muther fucking dimple
I cripple ur fag leg n insert ur ass wit the big juicy piner-apple (pineapple)
triple noize flopped wit 2 albam coz got me I’ll make their lives trample
ya'll noe everybody noes dat I always go to chapel
but then I switch to temple is so fuckin bored.
so I move on to the mosque.i went there wit ma people..
I dunnoe wat to say coz my life s upside down begginin to shamble
I can't get enough of tis shit, tis bittersweet its not bout u sunny
tis aint zany , the whole thing is bout ma honey
I’m a farmer wit a slash hammer tryin to whack all my farms
start all the kisses..stop wat ever it is..u’ll always in between my arms

see i'm....juz doctor syahmi...
i'll do watever it take not to get ma ass kicked..
now everybody nvr giv a fuck b4 all they did was doubt me... doubt me
now i'm wit ct...all they want to do is fuck me...FUCK me!!!
see i'mm...,......gonna end tis piece........end tis shittt
i dunnoe y i luv tis...gimme ma first kiss...put ur lip like tis....hahax
peacee.....muax

When i die...

2005-04-21T20:05:00.000+08:00

When i Die...i'll die..dun miss me..dun u cry..
i'll always be in ur history
u'll nvr see me fly in da skypeace...
syah wit no dr shit..

24/7 wit u gal...u make my head swirl..//

okz.. todae ma project 2020 changed again
i'll have to make a new design
which means i need to make a new sketch
of the new design which means i need more time...
which means i have to do it...
which means i cant drop the subj anymore...
which means the fees paid already ass...

okokzi cant stand it man,...i got no clue wat to do..
i'm confused..lin' help..hehe..i'm sorrie if ur not happy sumtimes wit the way things goes..okz..stay happy aiittee..
.jgn masam²...be strong...be cool..pi ku....ahakz...hmm..

yah ppl..look futher down on tis thug boi..the lower the better...yah...ma fucker...i hate u all ma fucker...u havent see the evil side of me aiittee///i'm the evil genius...u cant see it aiitee.. u will sumday...hahaz crap again...hmmz recently 140 bucks on the pone...ouh my got...wat the fuck was i thinkin...ppl..wake up...ur destroyin ur brain bit by bit... on the handfones...dun be stupid aiiitee...brb.. got fone col//ahakz..okz back...so...how's todae..shit..? no.. elated...wakakaz... ai ni...byz

who's hoosbatank..
stop doin ma thang..
i got no prob shit u shit on ur pants
i'm enough wit ur shit u stupid bitch
maybe sumday i'll watch lilo n stich..ahakz..
i aint dat rich pimp dat owns a piece of land
only sum pimp juices in side ma god damn fridge
i'm gonna slit ur troat till u pee in ur pants
dun come near me or ur ass will get kick
my rhymes are simple enough for u to understand
so gtg scumbitch..peace no shitttttt....
oops me gtg homie...my fones started to rang..

how come//

2005-04-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

i've not been sk8in for months...in new york recently...ahakz...

how come...things can turn out tis way...?
i dunnoe,,
fuck all those bitches lilo n stiches...

if there's any bitches in tis room... there's sumthin i.. gotta sae...
for all those foolz whu fell for the first gal whu comes thier way..
i've been down now i'm rolling back..sitting on square one...
tryin to pick ma self up...where i started frommm...

ouh mannn.... todae...sum performance kinda spoilt my day..
luckily there's one or 2 dat make it up.. i was like sleeping wit ma eyes open..
the bananas in pajamas smells the same as the stinks in my ass...
wat the heck...sing dance..sing dance..sing dance... everyweek..
the same...it was like i rather see opera set by the MT hod....
or maybe sum tamil dancing.. man ouh man..blogging is a new form sercasticism..
dissing...makin ppl pissed....the bitch whu got ditched... n the bastard whu got wasted,,,
all kinds of sick ppl made the most sickest thing dat they had ever done... they're young aittte...
do watever u wan..

hmm...24 7...morning day n nite....ouh my god... all kinds of bastard n bitches came out...
she oral me juz now....ahaaakkzkzzz.... i mean...i got oral examinations juz now...u sick bitch wat were u peeps thinkin...ahakz.. it was quite fast,,bout 10 mins... i spit everythin out... i think i fucked up the tez...i was like a chinaman whu can't speak tamil... rappin in malay...tryin to tok to an "ric flair" ahakz...haiz...

peace no shiit...z
sorrie if i offended u...i didnt mean to col u bitch..but ur one.. wat to do,,

2005-04-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

Todae 11 april 2005 ,
i've always wanted to say it...
but sumthin always pulled me back
i realised dat i really had to stop listening to others
n start listen to ma heart....

i hope u'll always be strong....n stay happy aiittee..

things dun always turn out the way u want it to be..
appreciate wit wat u have homie...
so..
peace...from dr syahmi
seeya around...

Cini.Le

2005-04-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

haizzz....readin brown's book..kinda nice...dun understand sum parts though... few more days to O... wat should i do..? i'm enjoin' maself too much..need actions n not juz words... does an1 hav any motivational shitz dat can gimme.. i wanna workkk.... i wanna work wit the West coast customs...ahakz...built ma own style.. built my own baby... mtv thx for pimpin me...ahh i mean my ride...lolz.. my progress wit denise is lowering at San andres... i now at the other city... she's always not at home..wat should i do... haiz... winnin 11 beta... omg... Iron...hahaz nc16... basically i'm crappin ma self out... sorie for not updatin ah ladies n gents.. i was kinda bz... fuck D&t... i'm doin the sucka project... suck all those shits.. n i think its gonna be a SUCKcessFool one... my daes are over thinkin bout the future...

am i gonna be the next PM of singapore... or its juz PIMP of S'pore.. wat the heck... its Disqualified... anyway... lo breaks down the other day.. raf was shithead... ho was like a whore... thx to the mtv...lolz... i can't see it anyway... no cable tv shits..

tdae saw many familiar humans... ma neighbours...ma frenzzzzzzz... auntiesssss unclezzz...fiona xxie n sharon auuuuuuuoooooo..... n oso one actor fm heartlanders... the inspector dunnoe wat ah forgot the name... not the 2 hunks la... the fat2 short2 wan...

okz ur readin Los Santos blogz...peace not pork floss....pls...
aiittee.......

Finale

2005-03-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

sirus the virus

eh..todae at home all the way..
till nite...
i wasted my time killing people in san andreas
n scoring gols in wendetta..
up till todae i havent finish watchin lord of the ring fellowship of the shit..
so i'm gonna watch the dvd soon..wakaka..i'm bored to death everyday..
yetede go the most boring place on earth..johor.. everytime go..
most probably i've been there more than u've been to church mosque or temple..
so its skoolidays.. i'm scared...coz i'm not been doin anythin 4 ma O's
honestly..i'm wastin my time on tis shit..u've been readin about..
ahaha..okok..nobody read it i noe..whu wanna read it anyway..
u..? thx.. yao..i wanna take tis oppoturnity to giv a props to ma bro..
for he had been living for 17 years.. 16 mins.... mine propbably..
for another 23 hours 44 mins..haha okz whu cares right..?
so seeya around buddy..

still sirius the virius..

2005-02-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

JJ

okz..its been long i noe... so word up every1.. word up whoo kidzz....
ak`~~hakz...wat A terrible dae everydae... todae was suppose to go riding..
..woke up quiet late..so mission abort... played W11 8... so bored...now its time for me to chaoz...see ya around...thx for the visit..ur greatly appreciated...

peace no h8...aite aite...

king of the bling

2005-02-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

Today was D most of the most of the shitty day I’ve ever live… todae went skatin… it was very unusual 4 me coz I don’t noe wat I’m doin.. I think I was high at dat point of time…can’t do much… it was so bad… dat I was vexed for the first time since 2004…can’t help though..Jugend went to court.. 4 meetin..haha tokin bunch of crap dat I aint tryin to hear..so after dat we rob the 7-eleven the 24/7 shop which only close during the disaster day D-Day… and then can’t really Decide where to go after dat… whether wanna go SP ,P , HP , H.PARK, YP , KP , OR KDK…wakakkaka… like a chicken witout a head we went to the SP… I’m confuse by all tis shit… so I dun giv A dumzz…then after dat went to P…frustrated ,angry ,vexed…shitty ,bloody pussy ,, then go home.. dun ask me y…wakaka

okz...chaoz...peace no shit... sorrie no rap beat..

i'm ghost...~~

The Evil Genius

2005-02-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

signing in..signing out..dats ma fuckin job

all u hav to do is to sit..down n shit..

dun make it sound like u gonna fart bob

fart the hell outta shit, shit the hell out when u fart

n I juz dun giv a fuck ,

as i walk tis empty street all I see is sum bitch

all they do is hang around the corner waitin to sign sum dick

they aint got no life.. they aint got no money homie
only one p.i.m.p handle all those bitch sunny..

dun forget bout ur bunny homie coz tis bitch is god damn hairy..

only god noes while I sit along tis empty street

as I write sum shit n hear drop beats..

y I keep repeatin over n over again

I ain’t ashame of the blood bro coz all I feel is deep pain

y people hav to come to me like I owe em money

I came to the show n gotta battle the foes n enemy.

gotta end this piece wit a big sick diss ,

as I end this beat

peace no shitttttttttttttttttttttt

brainwash from rock n rap

2005-01-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'm stress right now..
y can't i be maself

music can alter mood n talk to u
but can it finish ur homework n do O's too
if next time u get straight A's
tell the teachers..u all are mutha farkers
n i dun need u..

wat dis foolz dun hear us complainin bout school rules

they wanna get job done they dun care our feelins..aiite cool
the worlds turn over dude n its very pity..
tis crook dun prepare us for 21st century
aint mad..juz sad n its gettin bad..
as i walk down the track
wit stupid shack n rag
Beg for cash no time to play some ass
i'll puke if go to phuket..
Take photo and dun forget to wave..
sorrie for those peeps, its not my fault
Say cheese while die in peace..
Till the wave comes on n u r hearing tis song..

PeAcee no...
shitt

i write ma life..u write ur lines

2005-01-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

its been long since i've livin' in tis world//
when it spin when it swirl//
when i rap till i die//
u'll hear ma crap n ur hair will curl//
plain old beats plain old shits//
u cant beat me or i'll kick ur ass up in D sky//
i aint doin sk00lz//
it only make me head twirl n confusion//
till i finish few O's paper n sum foolz project//
i will be leavin out from the fu*kin prison//
whu cares bout bowing whu cares bout fat ass//
till time runs out whu giv a heck//
mr ass crack he's a class act//
as i end tis shit..till my bone collapse//

i'm so freakin bored till i write sum shets..
its been weeks..yeahh..finally get maself a memory card..its green in color,
now get sum underground games..muahaha...where else i can get..
ahakz..so..hmm todae boring..again..tryin to sk8 but no one exept for one..
but i dun really like skatin alone or 2... at least must hav 5 or more..
haha...to attract 5-0's attention.. aniwae they are freakin lazy..
they won't chase...exept for those underground 1...haha
nuthin much bye..
still aftermath....ahakz..
peace no s.h.i.t.

sum shaaadeee

2005-01-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Wit DELEBERATE-RHYMES i DECAPITATE-MINDS de only way i see u 'comin back' is wit ur dick REPLACED-WIT-UR-SPINE,,,u aint 'sick' ur 'cleaner' than peeps that say PORN-IS-WRONG my 'punches' will hit ur 'thoughts' like brain cancer n have u 'back-peddlin' cause my ARM-IS-STRONG*(armstrongg),,, An honest comment will state that u wasnt LYRICALLY-FIT,IN-CAPS cause throwin a dictionary at me is de only way ur EFFECTIN-ME-WIT-VOCABS,,, Wit RAP-TOOLS i SLASH-FOOLS then ATTACK-DUDES Ill BLAST-U hit ur stomache then watch ur BACK-BRUISE,,, After u get damaged wit PROFOUND-HITS im de winner their gonna ANNOUNCE-KID quit promotin ur crap cause ur a total disgrace to SOUNDCLICK**!!! U couldn't last a round even if u MANIPULATED-DE-CLOCKS cause my shits' so 'mind blowin' ive already ACCUMULATED-UR-THOUGHTS (ahakz.) My hard hittin punches bring ur HEALTH-MISERY thats why you cant 'hang' even though its ur DEATH-PENALTY*!!! I wonder if 'X-Blo-Sive' will FIT-UP-UR-ASS that way u can lose this battle but still come out 'WIT-A-BLAST'***'!!!(boom!)...(get it?, ahaakakkaakka) its over! sike Dr Syahmi

remixxx

2005-01-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

wassup yao.......

Now don't think I won't hit you, cause I'm popular
I got a P-90-Roog that'll pop at ya
Catch you slippin' I'm a give ya what I got for ya
My clip loaded for 16 shots for ya
Ya'never had a hot gun on ya waist or blood on ya shoes
Cause a nigga went and said the wrong shit to you
Homie you ain't been through
What I been through
You not like me
And I'm not like you
I'm like a animal when I spit it's crazy
Got semi-autos that put wholes in niggas tryna play me
One shot is not enough, you need at least an oozie to move me
After 4 bottles of whisky
The kid start feelin' woozie
I write my life
You write what you've seen in gangsta movies
I'm gangsta to the core, nigga you can't move me..
Dj green lantern..Shady records..dr syahmi..
tis is aftermath...motion picture sheettt...
chaoz...peace,...

2004-12-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

GG--G--G-unit.........aha hakz

so nuthins up todae...
bored...whu cares new year anywae... its the same old shit that people do everytime....
party party n party....lucky thing theres a mutusami...ahakz... thats a sign...
u can nvr challenge gods will...
ok...i'm speechless...no rhyme in ma mind...tired... bitch get ur desire when i retired...

lose ur mind

2004-12-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

cranker.....

one thing that separates the interesthing, not totally normal people from the boring , totally normal people are thier motivation -- what gets them out of bed and the reasons why they do things that they do..chaoz...

todae play cs wit ma fren...waste money..waste time...haha..thats cs life...juz like cigarettes...
lolz...schoolz openin...fuck it man... what school did i go to, what hood i grew up in the why, the who what when, the where, and the how...i juz wanna let ma emotion go.........

shiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttt sk8board

2004-12-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

todae woke up around 3 plus....hmm quite early ah...ahakz...stomach empty...used to it..todae i knew sum bad news....haiz..f*ck it man...i dun giv a **** . *obie's grinin* ...locks change..only gods noe wats goin to happen next...if only god can help me//

peace...
no h8....

times moves on...when i die....peeps like u dun giv a f***

2004-12-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

ok....new video... new style...finally after so long...searching for tis kinda shit...
wassup wit dat man ayie.. i woke up late...i didnt go prayer like once a blue moon...
ahakz...thanks to u aniwae... man...check out sing of the moment..... chaoz..
dun disturb me yeah...i need sum time to write sum rhyme...for my next line... if u dun mind...
peace..
no h8...
i'll be rappin till i go dead....

late xmas....

2004-12-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

merry ******mas

2004-12-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

merry ******mas

fuck it man...tis early cards for u guyz... enjoi.....

todae woke up as usually..feeling worry bout sumthing dat i didnt noe wat i was worrying bout...
then it was drizzling...shiiiiiiiiiitttt....cant sk8...but then it stop...felt elatd. go out meet ma crew..
yeah ma crew...Jugend team... sum came down sum cant make it... then it was like bout 5 peepz down i think..ok fuck it...yesterday was even more.. more then 10 down...destroying the neighbourhoodddaaa..ahakz...

so todae went to bedok slidin' grindin' poppin' fallin' swingin'..ahah
fall bad todae..wasnt ma day i thought.. one of ma crew too... fall bad...n i mean bad.. dun wanna mention names coz tis wasnt ma beef..ahakz outta line... get back dammit.. ok afterdat...
we went to cbd.. trick by fake 5-0z....ahakz...lari lintang pukang siol(ask ur mly frens) quite fun though..then saw ma ex-collegue..ahakz.. dunnoe whether she remembers me.. sit down chillin out...went home sleep in da buz....long journey.... peace...no h8...sk8 till u lay eggz..ahakz.. anyhow ony..

Boredom d[-^-]b

2004-12-16T16:59:00.000+08:00

Rise with the fallen

hmmm

weapon of assssss

ahakz...nice wan

haiz... kinda boring todae..dint go outz...din sk8... din play anythin'...dint do tis... dint do dat...
so all i can do is..do wat i hav to do...ahakz.. ok..caper cat is in the house.... i wonder y people are so kiasu.. y izzit in singapore only...haiz... at least other country not so worst.. sg is the worst...
suay ah... ahakz...oklah.. wit out it... sg wont be wat we live in todae..nuhtin much...juz chillin out...

2004-12-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

choclate starfish..........ahakz...old school soldier like mutha f*ckin hot shet..

Yo yo yo yo yo
This is my motherfucking anthem
To hip hop music
Cause I'm gonna keep doing hip hop music until the day that I die

rhythm n gangsta

That's why my brain is out of order
That's probley why my nights are getting colder and my day seems shorter
But as the world turns and I keep growing older
I be living this hip hop till hell freezes over

to all hip hop peeps...

I got a new watch and two rings with huge rocks
This rap shit got cash coming out the blue like new tops
I use to sell pizza's, now i got twelve visa's
So tell paul rodriguez I'm gonna quit sk8tin' when hell freezes

Muhammmad Ali

2004-12-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

float like a butterfly...sting like a bee....

wassup dawg,,,,,,,,,,u the man...

yo dawg...what up..nuthins up todae...they went to johor...nuthins big...no not shoppin.. visitin'..
i dunnoe wat to do man...haiz..nuthin much...bb.. ring a chong..ching chong chong chong ching...

me ma band n ma car...ahakz...

2004-12-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

yeah...dats ma name nigga...ahakz...

play the fuckin trax...play the fuckin trax.. bring it on lethal...

keep on rollin baby...dats ma roller...

the day after yesterday....

2004-12-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

DR
presentin D R....sprayed by me...ahakz...

woke up late... i suppose to go to work todae..but i didnt... i mean yesterdae..i'm only alive for 50 plus minit for todae...a good day ahead i hope.. fucktup job...met sum babes there workin.. i wonder how they can cope wit those kind of job...fuck it man.. u naw wat i'm sayin.. finally i feel the deck on my feet after a few centuries not touching... ma sk8 crew too.. but we end up chiong cs...omg...3 hrs...3 hours of wastage of time..n live n skillz...n money...but anyway anyway,..i improving afterall...hahaz..ma ass i'm improvin... theres no macnifest destiny playin cs in ur god damn lives... so just enjoi it.. haha...

afterdat they go eat sum halal pork chop.. ahakz..at the ave 8 there..sumwhere near there lah...
then sk8 home... then suddenly to my surprise... i saw tis monster jump out of 7 eleven.. roaring wit thunder............ y r u still reading crap..should i juz stop here..i'm out of the outter...byez..
peace no h8.......chickenass...

juz a piece of ma shet..

2004-12-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

fuck up the floor nigger... wastin ma timez all day... i'm f*ckin 2fast2furious...
ahakz..ma fucker nickname..changin it 2 sumthin else scumbag...it isnt worth it not even a penny of ma penis wit no regret... shit bag....ur fag wit no jag at the back...stupid whore.. u're juz like linkin gay-z ass course... ahakz.. no kiddin ma fren.. i'm tellin u i f*ckin wanna quit... die nameless bitch die graveless.. now hell u go... dig ur own yard wit a teaspoon.. n dun forget to ask big bird along...u dun read tis if ur mama had warned u bout me b4...jerk.. i teach u stuff dat u can nvr get to see on any tv shit...

hah hak.. piece of shet...go home... tell ur mommy i shit on ur head pipikaka ke boo boo...dun waste ur time idolism..they will only make u feel crazy,.. glad he won anyway..ahakz.... tokin bout world idol already..? u haven even make an album yet shit head.. both of u...yeah.. singapore is not wastin her money u 2... she is keepin it for the future u noe wat...? every generation has a next generation...the future will not stop coz evry future there is always a future... n all of us are corporate slavezz..thx jon...

ahakz.. comon y are u guys.. borned reborn bondin ... its all bout money to sacrifice money to make money...more money more death to make more baby to increase todler shithead... the world is circular in shape.. it will turn into S shape if i take over soon...got damn dre where's the got damn beat..

fuck up the floor nigger... wastin ma timez all day... i'm f*ckin 2fast2furious...shit this the same verse i just did...nvrmine..i'm fine..bullthick mosh pit... if u dun understand a single beat i just did..fuckit shuddup n listen..all u have to do is hear my reason...I DUN GIVE A ****

take that fido-dido three hundred and fifty cent word..no errors no grammars all perfect no mistake...if u find one.. a marlo fuck lado..i'll get a seven dijit from ur mother for a dollar tomoro...

2004-12-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

M&M is in da house nigga... buy m n get m free...

dirty dozen

2004-12-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

i'm the first one from the left....

f*ck d12 i'm outta tis band....
wassup dawg.... rawg on taufik batistuta(ahakz)... sorrie dawg.. kinda coolz entrance move..
but cannot beat the realest niggers truckers... todae was kinda bored.. didn sleep that well..
not much to crap bout. juz watch TaxI...n SaW half way...haha.. kinda cool though.. i was thinkin of findin a job.. u noe wat iam' sayin'... assasinate sum1 maybe... silent assasin....ahakz
so what up wit u guys.. doin good, take care of ur self WELL.. b4 i kill u... muahaha...

what up..ahakz

2004-11-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

Get your ass up for the doctor One more time,
get your ass up for the doctor Come on now,
here we go Cliff hanger,
it's another club banger Got you hangin' on the edge of your seatGet on down
Times up, games over, you lose, I win'bout to show these knuckleheads how to do this here
Ooh yeah, new year, next phase, beginLook who's got you goin' crazy again
I'm a trend, I set one every time I'm in I go out and just come back full circle again You a fad, that means your something that we already had But once you're gone, you don't come back, too bad...
With a peanut butter, jelly, chicken, tuna sandwhich
And I don't gotta make no god damn sense
I just did a whole thing and I didn't say shit..........

i'm kinda wanna update tis shet man
tis sick man...chaoz...peace ... no h8...

if the world is square u will drop

2004-11-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

it blew me off as the day pass by me..its been long since log onto tis n i feel like throwing my things all over the place...yeah.. i didnt noe dat i was goin tru all tis shet feedin em' wiith it.. bit by bit... i'm scared.. i'm tryin to live life alive.. i'm afraid dat i cant do it...,i cant write, i cant read , i cant see wat i'm doin... if u hab been reading ma shit..ur a fag...nah just kiddin... the fact is i'm tokin crap...so be it...

If there's any bitches in this room, then there's something I gotta say For all the fools who fell for the first girl who comes their way I've been down that road and now I'm back, sittin' on square one Tryna pick myself up where I started from

peace man no h8.....gotta do wat i gotta do..

ehem...

2004-11-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

slim shady shit...still aftermath....

the dream team....

ahak aha..

encore sux....ahakz..nah...

sumthin for everyone

2004-11-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

Cause sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak and when you feel weak you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

I will not fall,
I will stand tall,
Feels like no one could beat me...
..hush.........

Drsyah graff

2004-10-22T01:00:00.000+08:00